piece of me...ahaks

hye...(to whom...?)
had nuthin much to update now, actually got lots of things to update...say,my hiking experience in Bukit Tabur (update in progress), my x connect issues that keeps me awake every nite untill this very 3 am, my pok yoh got hit at the back...my bad...n silly me, not to hear the beeping when i was reversed the car and not to see the "tiang" there....huhuhuhu, and my engagement day...whoaa...i`m gettin engaged this weekend!
i feel like i am a vacuum, suck all the problems into my brain and it is just the matter of time it will burst out....kaboom. hopefully i still have my head in one piece then.
every morning,when i woke up...my head seems like to reload all the problems and lingering in my mind...kindda irritating sometimes...and i can`t really focus lately..at least worse than normal unfocused of mine...
think of how do i survive my next day...? i just can`t breath when i think all `bout it..it`s like living in a box..a square box size of me..barely can move and breath.
well...i just praying that everything will be back to normal soon....becoz, for every hard time there will be a silver lining...as for now...my next move is...to go to sleep...zzzzz