
Today is 1st day in 1429 and 9th day in 2008.Both calendar are started close to each others this year and seems to me that everyone is having twice of resolution. Which means it will be twice effort to make it happened. How did you put your resolution and what is your plan this year?
Is it too high to reach or just at the lower level of achievement? Well, for me, I know myself the best and I know that I `m not the type of person who plan the whole year and strive my whole energy to strike it with flying color. That explain why most of the time I am running here and there in a bizarre way to solve my last minutes thingy. Clumsy I am as people may say but the truth is…that is the truth.
Weeping my present time to think of how I have behind the schedule to prepare for the future is what I am afraid of and ruining my present time to grieve on my mistakes in the past is not pleasure either. The best way that I can see is feel the present and try to make it the best time of your life. Leave the past behind and let the future comes.
Planning is good, no argument on that and it could help you to get a clear preview about your future and pre-calculate the circumstances on every decision that you might take. It is preparing to avoid the worst rather than preparing to face the worst. Though, it takes more than optimist and determination person to handle such a plan.
I`ve tried to plan my life before and it didn`t work out the way that I planned. Regardless of corruption in my planning, my life is running smoothly and my problems are always solved “naturally” with no plan at all. As I evaluating myself, I realized that my pace is way too slow to catch up fast track living trend that people being living nowadays. This pace makes me tired of making plan, this pace is not meant to be a planner.

Now, here I am looking thru the window and feel the air of 2008 coming thru the glass and get into my heart. Erasing all my bad memories but keeping all the sweet memories which make my heart sweet, sweet enough to embrace this year with joy :-)