Besday Bash @ Kanching Waterfall

Hahaha…aku janji kat diri sendiri nak update pasal Syawal kan..nantilah…bile aku dah berjaya puasa 6 karang aku update.
Dalam banyak2 update aku…ade satu aktiviti ni aku terlepas nak update…teringat sbb mase dok belek2 document nak cari notes aku terjumpe gambo2 lame dan baru mase ngn budak2 ni sumer.
Aktiviti ni dipanggil aktiviti “Gian nak mandi sungai di tengah2 bulan”. Mase tu 2 tahun lepas dalam bulan April kot, sbb ade sambutan hari lahir sekali.. mmg dah jadi kebudayaan kami sambut besday ramai2, bagus jugak boleh makan kek free, lagipun best ape meraikan kelahiran orang tu..tarikh lahirnye ke dunia..dan lagi satu sbb bile sambut ramai2 tandanye kite ramai kawan…kawan susah senang…
Best jugak lah sbb mase tu ramai yang available pastu tak jauh pun…kat kanching jer..so tak makan mase banyak. Konvoi 2 kete dan ahli2nye sile rujuk gambar.

(Berdiri Dari kiri: Baida, mc Yue, Intan,Aku,Erliz, Azza, Pjah)

(Duduk dari depan:Suhana, Azila, Dayah,Shahira)

-Gamba ni lepas dah siap mandi sbb tu cun...semua nampak sedikit kurus selepas berenang kuak terlentang berpusu-pusu tadi-

Malam sebelum tu, sebook marinate ayam, goreng kopok dan macam2 lagi lah…tapi malam tu jugak laa baru nak google pasal air terjun kanching ni…siap Suhana tepon GPS die (aboi) untuk tanye jalan ke sane.

Pergi sane, Pjah lead kami dan tak lame pun dalam setengah jam sampai…lepas bayar RM1 satu kepala…(murah jer sbb kepala lutut die tak kire…) kami pun memanjat tangga ke atas…(patut laa kepala lutut tak kire..kena panjat gune kepala lutut..) penat gilerrr sbb bebanan bekalan makanan lagi ni...dah laa ahli2 persatuan ni sumernye ala2 comel lemah gemalai…tapi takpe…kami jadikan air terjun tu sebagai reward kami.
Sampai2 jer..ok lah…takde laaa keroh sangt dan air terjun tu ade macam kolam buatan…tapi…jgn disangka air yang tenang tiada buaya...mmg takde buaya pun..kami pun terjun ke dalam air tenang tu..maka jadilah jangan disangka air yang tenang tiada dugong… tak percaya? Bukti kat gambar di bawah tu...tu bukan gambo dugong happy tu...tapi lemas sbb kaki pendek tak jejak tanah..hahaha
Dalam mandi2 tu kami ade potong kek...kesian kek tu..kempunan nak mandi, die ingatkan dibawa ke air terjun untuk mandi air terjun…tapi sebenarnye mandi dalam perut orang yang mandi air terjun…so, perut2 besday gurl tu Aku, Erliz, Mc Yue dan Shahira…potong kek yang berlatarbelakangkan air terjun tu…bukan senang tau..Thanks kawan2…I LUV U ALL….

(Pjah,Erliz, Azza,Mc Yue,Dayah,Aku (yg duduk tu...)..ahli2 laen sumer dah sexy sikit time ni..so..gambar tidak disiarkan..)

Ramadhan yang dirindui

Tak sempat nak blog in untuk Ramadhan, tau2 dah seminggu Syawal berlalu. Mase berlalu cepat ker aku yang malas...ermmm tak kesahlah..hatta setahun aku tak blog pun ade yang kesah? semestinye tak de.


Ramadhan tahun ni aku berpuasa dirumah mak mertua...opss by the way..I got married last 2 month...16 August...ehehehe I am not Single. So kisahnye berpuasa di rumah mak mertua ni, best sebenarnye. Sbb buke ngn sahur mak masak, aku nak mencelah langsung takde peluang. Risau jugak kot2 dikutuk menantu yang derhaka. Tapi dah tokey dapur sendiri tak bagi chance aku nak tunjuk terror masak...masak air je pun. So, aku pun terpakse menggunakan taktik2 laen untuk mencuri hati mak, aku tulun laa basuh pinggan. Bak kate, nak habis sabun basuh pinggan tu, aku laa punca nye. Pantang ade pinggan ke, cawan ke, periuk ke, sudu ke dalam sink...aku basuh..hatta kalau letak kete dalam sink tu pun confirm aku basuh,tapi gile laa sape yg letak kete dalam sink tu...sampai mak kate...dah dah laa tu..kesian die...eheheh dah ni je yang aku reti buat...bile aku citer kat nenek aku...die geleng kepala...sebbaik laa aku ni cucu die bukannye menantu die...

nenek,ummi tgh bungkus tapai and angah tgh jahit sembat baju raye

Pejam celik, dah nak Raye. Ini first time kami adik beradik balik raye lambat dari orang laen. Kami gerak ari Ahad, ade kawan aku tu, rabu lagi dah balik...bagus laa..korang balik laa ramai2 awal2....buat sesak jalan jer...(dalam hati jeles). Balik kali ni, hubby jadi driver..patutnye planning shift tapi die maintain jer bile aku tanye nak tukar ke tak...mmg laa...sbb tanye tu mase tgh drive...mane laa nak tukar mase keter tgh bergerak...Dan macam biase,tiap kali balik beraya moks(nenek cute,mak kepada ummiku) akan ikut kami balik. Tahun ni kami have learned our lesson.No coffee untuk moks, bagilah air ape pun tapi jgn kasi kopi atau nescafe,Moks akan menjadi petah bercakap macam radio yang bersiaran 24 jam tanpa ulangan macam astro tu.


Hebat gile nenek aku sorang ni, tapi kami tak mampu nak catch up berdialog dgn die sbb isu2 yg diutarakan agak boring untuk kami generasi gosip Melodi atau pun gua.com ni. So...untuk mengelak dari membiarkan Moks bercakap dengan tingkap lagi tahun ni, kami ubatkan die dgn air milo mase sahur...hahahaha...lena macam baby. Baby Moks.


Malam sebelum 1 Syawal lagi menarik kesahnye, Hubby aku kirenye cool laa jugak beraya di kampung orang laen tahun ni, walaupun Syawal tahun ni die selsema manje...ahaks. Raya tahun ni menu nye Nasi Dagang, Satay, nasi himpit, rendang ummi dan tapai bertatahkan agar2...fuhh...layan..itu belom kira air lagi tu...air oren...ehehehe


Tapai tu bukan senang nak buat tau, kami semua tido pukul 2 pagi sbb sessi packaging agar2 dalam tapai tak bole dibuat awal2,kena tunggu tapai masak dulu.Ala2 tapai tu nenek serahkan pada anak2 dara ni laa untuk re-package balik dalam tupperware kecik, sbb nenek kena stem kan nasi dagang...ummi masak rendang,auntie masak kuah kacang..betapa tinggi pengorbanan kaum perempuan memasak untuk kaum lelaki makan..confirm sape makan tapai akan jatuh hati pada anak2 dara pakhrudin ni..eheheh...so sape yang makan nasi dagang...mesti wajib jatuh hati kat mak pakhrudin..


So...macam tu lah kesah sikit2 masa bulan Ramadhan ari tu...nanti bile aku dah abih buat assignment ni aku sambung kesah syawal plak..ehehehe



(dari belakang kiri-Faiz,Yus,Farah and achik,aku n hubby di malam raye mase sebook main bunge api...angah tiade dalam gambar sbb die yg amek gamba)

Some Crapspiece of mine:What happened when the clock stops ticking?

My life in couples of weeks before was really like a race. And as I speed by the track, I leave the spectator behind. Guess the metaphase is barely understood…sigh.
June, I started June with a very slow pace and homesick mood, no momentum to work and every morning when steps into the office I keep thinking am I lost? What I am doing here?
It was June, just back from a week of hometown breakaway, I went to Singapore with tones of responsibilities that need my high attention at work, I started my Master course and most of all, running here and there doing the preparation for the wedding, which will happened in just two months.
Week by week me getting weaker and demotivated in every single things, loosing my weight even my appetite is increasing, loosing my focus and sometimes I just wish that the clock stops ticking.
I end up in a mass destructive of attitude that effect almost everybody in my live and it leaves a bad reputation on me. Though, it keeps me strong to look up and stand again. I hate learning through the hard ways and yet it keeps occurs in the most unexpected moment.
I wonder what is the ultimate meaning above all the purposes of live.
Is it to have a normal life? How normal is the normal? As far as I concern the definition remains but the reality is, it have a constant alteration through times. Even the world is changing upside down, back ten year we never thought that India will be the most important country in call centre business and china is leading in their on way by open up their policies to the world and now, even IBM is now manufactured in China, with a different management and new name, Lenovo.
Normal life is no longer on the safe zone, but is all about pressure. Pressure to survives, in a tough and hot weather, weather of inflation and corruptions.
My head is spinning and I am yet sleeping at this 4:37 am Sunday morning. Try to evaluate myself, where will I be in next 30 or 40 years? I need to work on the journey if I want the results in a happy ending. But, wait….
Is it all about 30 or 40 years? What happened after that? I need to adjust my destination of navigation; which is beyond my life time period. I need to prepare before my race is over, and end up in totally, ultimate regret. I need to prepare before the clock stops ticking.

Bertabur...

Tak adil rasenye kalau aku update Gunung Dato` tapi tak citer pun adventure kami di bukit tabur pada awal bulan March lalu. Walaupun ketinggian bukit ni lebih rendah dari Gunung Dato` tapi cabaran trail nye lebih mencabar and it is beyond our expectation.
Sebelum subuh kami gerak,4 kereta dan 9 ahli dari semua "level of courage and stamina" dengan harapan yang satu...menuju puncak.
Eda turun dari ipoh, pjan dari Penang dan kami sume dari kl, kami subuh di masjid ape eh...ermmm..rujuk Erliz.
Pehtu sampai ke tapak dalam kul 6 lebih, kami mulakan perjalanan dalam gelap dan berhenti pada check point pertama untuk memberi laluan pada jurugambar2 tak bertauliah amek gambar tasik. Time tu pjan nyer kasut kopak, die plan nak tunggu kat situ sampai kami turun dari puncak. Nasib baik adee stongan Yen, kami meneruskan perjalanan tanpa meninggalkan seorang ahli pun.
Perjalanan masih boleh di terima akal hinggalah...
Pada satu check point, kami berhenti rehat sejenak. Erliz ke hadapan untuk memantau berapa jauh lagi puncak sebenar. Dari jauh Erliz bertanya, nak maju atau patah balik?Tanpa menoleh ke arah jalan di hadapan kami semua setuju untuk maju...
Sudahnye, memang maju lah kami semua termasuk azza yang dari tadi merengek2 takut gayat, Eda da sampai tahap kaki tak leh gerak sbb gayat,muke maintain cool tapi kami da cuak..takkan nak tinggalkan minah ni kat sini. Mujurlah, keberanian tu datang kat Eda dan perjalanan diteruskan, tapi die masih tak percaya...”macam manalah aku boleh setuju ikut korang hiking ni..”
Tanpa kami sedar rupernye kami semua menjadi tumpuan hikers laen...satu, sbb kami semua perempuan, dua, Azza nye perasaan takut tu macam satu bukit bole tau, tiga, kami semua cun...eheheheehe
Ade lah abang yg keje Syabas ni ikut kami sbb die macam rase budak2 ni tersesat dtg hiking sampai situ..kecoh satu bukit ngn sore kami...maka die dengan rase bertanggungjawab melantik diri sebagai guardian kami.
Well, the journey was really something to us…no word can describe how exhilarating it was…aku ucapkan syabas kepada rakan2 kerana berjaya sampai ke puncak…bukit tabur menjadi saksi keberanian kami…memang mujur tak bertabur…ehehehe
Alhamdulillah..selamat

Aku bersyukur mempunyai kawan2 yang cool,macho tapi ayu,gagah berani tapi cute manjee..Azza,angah(my sis),Dayah,Eda,Erliz,Iela,Pjan,Yen...

Dah dekat dah....

Bile aku bagitau kat kawan aku,wiken ni aku gi hiking kat Gunung Dato`.Spontan die tanye…Dato` mane?
parah...tak tau laa plak aku name sebenar Dato` tu..by the way, Gunung Dato` ni kat daerah Rembau dan perjalanan mengambil mase dekat 2 jam dari kl..tapi kami pagi tu amek mase sejam sbb speeding 140.Hasil dari berjanji gerak sebelum cerah tapi diri sendiri bangun lepas cerah..hahaha.
Exit tol Alor Gajah jumpe ngn Enerda n Farid tgh tunggu Erliz amek adik die, yang akan jadi tourist guide kami. Kami konvoi 3 kete, aku n hadi, enerda n farid,erliz n geng adik2 erliz.
Sampai tempat register, adik Erliz daftarkan kami sebagai kumpulan Gagak Hitam. Maka lepas bergambar bergerak la gagak hitam ni mendaki Gunung Dato` takde name ni.Tambah lagi ahli,kawan Erliz dan adiknye..yg terror gile cakap negori..ehehehe

Dalam setengah jam pertama, pancit ooo..banyak kali jugak kene berhenti sebelum check point yg sebenar dan harapan selalu je kabur kalau tanye guide kami (adik Erliz dan rakan2nye), jauh lagi ker check point?.."dah dekat dah"...
Tengah dalam kepayahan tu,ade laa satu geng abang2 ni mendahului kami..muke sume control hensem siap bawak bendera malaysia..ni mesti name kumpulan derang...kumpulan merdeka,takpun kumpulan bujang merdeka..tak kesah lah sbb kami ni gagak hitam.....ape kaitan?
Dalam 18 kali ayat adik erliz ”dekat dah ni”,barulah nampak bumbung tempat rehat utk check point pertama...tak sabar nak lepak kat pondok rehat tu..tapi..
Bile da sampai..rupe2nye mmg tinggal bumbung jer...so, kami lepak2 atas tanah lapang tu.Rehat dalam 15 minit sempat laa untuk membuang penat atau lelah atau angin..
Makin mendaki kami dapat rasa badan tetibe mengeluarkan asap, sbb suhu da makin sejuk cume kami yang tak perasan sbb badan panas berpeluh. So,time ni cube lah bukak mulut luas2 hembus nafas…sure berasap dan kalau ade lalat tgh tompang lalu..mesti jatuh mati beku takpun jatuh sakit sbb nafas berbau.
Dekat kul 11 kami berjaya sampai ke check point yang ke dua,kawasan tanah lapang sebelum kena naik ke puncak.Puncak Gunung Dato` ni sebenar nye batu besar,dan ade tangga besi yang di ikat kat batu tu untuk kesenangan pendaki.
Jam pukul 12 tgh dan berada dipuncak time tu mmg mendapat direct sunlight sebbaik angin sejuk.Lepas bergambar dan mengambil gambar kami turun untuk makan bekalan, sebelum memulakan perjalanan turun.
Turun agak mencabar untuk lutut dan ibu jari kaki dan silap langkah boleh mencium tunggul kayu.Dalam sejam kami sampai ke bawah dan berehat sebelum mandi dan tukar pakaian kering. Dah wangi dan bersih..segar rasenye...eheheheUntuk rakan2 sependakian...tahniah dan kite jumpe lagi di hiking akan datang..

piece of me...ahaks

hye...(to whom...?)
had nuthin much to update now, actually got lots of things to update...say,my hiking experience in Bukit Tabur (update in progress), my x connect issues that keeps me awake every nite untill this very 3 am, my pok yoh got hit at the back...my bad...n silly me, not to hear the beeping when i was reversed the car and not to see the "tiang" there....huhuhuhu, and my engagement day...whoaa...i`m gettin engaged this weekend!
i feel like i am a vacuum, suck all the problems into my brain and it is just the matter of time it will burst out....kaboom. hopefully i still have my head in one piece then.
every morning,when i woke up...my head seems like to reload all the problems and lingering in my mind...kindda irritating sometimes...and i can`t really focus lately..at least worse than normal unfocused of mine...
think of how do i survive my next day...? i just can`t breath when i think all `bout it..it`s like living in a box..a square box size of me..barely can move and breath.
well...i just praying that everything will be back to normal soon....becoz, for every hard time there will be a silver lining...as for now...my next move is...to go to sleep...zzzzz

24x7

Wow.. time flies..and it flies pretty fast, faster than a blink of an eye. I just stop by at this blog and never thought that I`ve missed almost two months in 2008 to blog in.

By having this entry I could look back at my way of spending 24hour everyday. Morning until evening was in the office doing crappy things to TM and back at home slammed my ass on the couch watched TV and laughed on stupid jokes or share gossip office stories with my housemate before we got to sleep, separately of course.

There goes one weekday schedule of my ordinary life plus ordinary stress at work. I rather not discussing on my stress at work because it sounds pathetic for me to describe how tense you are at work in the blog. Blog should be something nice and fun and exciting for you to remember unless your work is fun, nice and exciting. In that case I would be sky diver instructor or salsa dance tutor or maybe traveling channel host.Wow…my blog would be so much colourful then. But, here I am trap in this time machine where time flies but not my life.

Then, I look at my weekend schedule couple of week before. Spending the whole daylight at house is much much challenging than at office.I don`t know what was exactly the degress but I can feel my brain was boiling and the whole body was sauna sweating in the noon at home. Barely can open my eyes due to the hot weather makes me skipped my weekend daylight and worship to my goddess bed or couch by having a non-stop day nap, no more cat nap. Then, at night I spent my time watching TV pretty much familiar with my weekdays, except for my sleeping location is not in my bed but in the living hall in front of the TV, watching TV till you drop…ahahaha.

There goes my weekend schedule. Pretty much fit in with 24 hours per day, 7 days a week and could not agree more on how grateful I am with this time given to me.

The story above is solely a summary of a simple life of mine which in ignorance of the complicated life that I face last time, have to face now or will face later. And I am writing this blog with my head is spinning due to headache that strikes me since last week.

By the way, there are many big things will happened this coming March.
-The Election: undi adalah rahsia…ehehehe
-The engagement ceremony: calon adalah tidak rahsia…ehehehe
-The KK Trip: biarlah rahsia…huhuhu

While I was looking thru the window

Today is 1st day in 1429 and 9th day in 2008.Both calendar are started close to each others this year and seems to me that everyone is having twice of resolution. Which means it will be twice effort to make it happened. How did you put your resolution and what is your plan this year?

Is it too high to reach or just at the lower level of achievement? Well, for me, I know myself the best and I know that I `m not the type of person who plan the whole year and strive my whole energy to strike it with flying color. That explain why most of the time I am running here and there in a bizarre way to solve my last minutes thingy. Clumsy I am as people may say but the truth is…that is the truth.

Weeping my present time to think of how I have behind the schedule to prepare for the future is what I am afraid of and ruining my present time to grieve on my mistakes in the past is not pleasure either. The best way that I can see is feel the present and try to make it the best time of your life. Leave the past behind and let the future comes.

Planning is good, no argument on that and it could help you to get a clear preview about your future and pre-calculate the circumstances on every decision that you might take. It is preparing to avoid the worst rather than preparing to face the worst. Though, it takes more than optimist and determination person to handle such a plan.

I`ve tried to plan my life before and it didn`t work out the way that I planned. Regardless of corruption in my planning, my life is running smoothly and my problems are always solved “naturally” with no plan at all. As I evaluating myself, I realized that my pace is way too slow to catch up fast track living trend that people being living nowadays. This pace makes me tired of making plan, this pace is not meant to be a planner.

Now, here I am looking thru the window and feel the air of 2008 coming thru the glass and get into my heart. Erasing all my bad memories but keeping all the sweet memories which make my heart sweet, sweet enough to embrace this year with joy :-)